Blind Love Chapter 18 :- 

Hey guys !! Idk how many more chapters ill probably end everything by chapter 20 !! And my amazing reader lamia suggested I do two endings !! Real one and an imaginary one :") soo yeah might do that bs ur opinion on www.ask.fm/forevernoufxx pweese ?

Enjoyy xx

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Noufs P.O.V :-

I was bored ... REALLY bored ... Faisal was still in riya6' but he's been soo cold to me !! 

Today klna bnru7 beet mama muna and this will be the first time in forever that me and faisal are in the same place but aren't talking.

It was some baby shower lw7da mnn 5alati.

So I dressed up , did some loose curls on my hair and wore a tight dress with some pumps.

And I was ready to go :)

Awwal maw9lna I saw faisal sitting at our stairs .. I passed him without saying hi w r7t aslm 3ala elli jwa.

I got a message from khalid saying enna he's outside so I went out to him

He pulled me and we both sat down on the stairs next to khalid. It was either me and him talking or him and faisal , Pretty awkward yeah.

He gave us a weird look and said : well you guys need to talk soo be right back.

I looked at faisal , he looked at me , Now what ?

Faisal:- Nouf

Nouf:- Faisal ...

Faisal:- lazm 7araktk matba6lenha 

I smiled at him.

Faisal:- look tara I believe youu 5ala9 7alafty so 9dgtk.

I smiled and said okay. Even though I knew for sure he was lying , he didn't believe me at all.

Faisal:- soo nouftii abeek tjeen ma3na alshargiyah !! Ams I got a message from the collage enna by2a5run aldawam for 2 more weeks so it will be fun PLEASE come ?

Nouf:- uff faisal madre ...we have the 2 weeks break between the 2 terms bs ma3rf wallah.

Faisal:- pleaassee *puppy dog face *

And I burst out laughing.

Nouf:- dude *laugh* don't even do that again you just * laugh* you fail 

And I laughed for a long time while he kept giving be death stares shsweela b3d.

Faisal:- noufy yallah 3ad I'm serious ill talk to your mom.

Nouf:- Hahaha fine bs tara bs 3shan your puppy face

Faisal:- kli zg bs o9 bru7 as2l ommek w arj3lk.

He was gone for more than 10 mins. Wj3

He came with a huge smile on his face.

Faisal:- when you go home today pack your bags btru7en m3na

Nouf:- omg mnjd a8na3taha ?!!

Faisal:- Yep I know you love me.

I do. In so many ways that you will never understand. 

Nouf:- wath8.

Khalid came back and we spent the rest of the night laughing our butts off .

I went home , took a shower and went straight to bed.

I woke up in the morning so excited for today cause ill be going with faisal and his family to alsharigiyah !!! I packed my bags and spent the rest of the day with lulwah w mama watching tv and just talking.

It was 6 and I got a call from faisal saying enna they're outside , I said good bye to mom and lulwah w 6ala3t. 

Hmm funny I havnt hung out with lulu for a while ...

I got in the car w mskna al5a6 3ala 6ul.

Hello shargiyyah :)

The whole car ride was full of laughing and weird comments from faisal and sara.

Me faisal and sara were in faisals car while ahmad and 5ala lulwah w faisals little sister shahad were in ahmads car.

I slept for half an hour but woke up to faisal screaming in my ear " Were Homeeeee "

I pushed him , nzlt and went up to saras room and flopped myself on her bed and fell into a dreamless sleep.

Blind Love Chapter 17 :-

Heyy guys !! Two shorts chapters posted at the same time sorry I was late wallah 6'roof and stuff here at home !!

Enjoy xx

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Faisal's P.O.V :-

This was the happiest day of my life , khalid wasn't intrested in nouf and she wasn't into him at all.

She was still mine .. If she liked me ..

I missed her so much and the way her eyes gleamed when she saw me. I'm happy I still have that affect on her.

Should I talk to her about it ?

Nah.

We all decided to spend the night at Gramma muna's house.

Me khalid and the guys in the guys room w the girls in another room bs we all hung out together in the living room.

I was sitting on the couch and next to me was khalid and nouf on the other side.

She was laying down with her back on the couch's side thing w her legs stretches over mine and khalids.

She was using her phone and laughing.

I looked at her weirdly ?

And she showed me the chat between her and her friend.

A3'bya2 hahaha.

Fj2a she laughed again, even harder than before so I grabbed her phone and realized she just sent a message to someone on kik.

" Hollaa ? "

Was what she said , I didn't see the name of the person at first but when I did I realized it said Turki.

Faisal :- meen ??

Nouf:- hmm ?

I showed her the phone and pointed at his name.

Faisal:- men ha4a ya nouf ?

Nouf:- umm o5u my friend. 

She grabbed her phone and ran away.

I knew she was lying.

She went and sat on the other couch next to my sister and the other girls.

I continued watching the movie then realized enna she wasn't with the girls. Everyone was still here except for her.

I got up slowly and went to the girls room.

I opened the door and saw her laying down crying.

Faisal:- Hah kallamti 7abeb alglb ?

And I slammed the door and got out.

Note : * I came up with this alone tara mnn m5i ya3ni stuff happened bs idk what he was thinking I came up with his P.O.V.

Noufs P.O.V :-

I was shocked , fhmni 3'ala6 !!

I was nervous that's why glt o5u 9degti !! He wasn't though he was actually some weird guy who came to me w gal hi.

Jawwali 6afa and when I went back on it was logged out , I logged in and I was checking my contacts lgeta so I remembered what he said w rdeet .... NOTHING was between us I mean ugh.

Jlst a9ee7 , he doesn't believe me.

I woke up the next day and spent the whole day at the girls room while everyone else was swimming outside.

I went out of the room only to find faisal sitting on the couch.

I stood behind him and said I don't know him tara.

Faisal :- I don't care its your life ana shd5lni ?

Nouf:- faisal la tswi ke4a w ella d5lk

Faisal:- do you care about what I think ?

Nouf:- Yess !! Duh !! O5uy ! Look wallah ma3rfa jani w kallamni w I logged out yum d5lt kallamta saying Holla to see who he was !! 

Faisal:- keefik.

He grabbed his towel and walked out the back door to the pool.

That was it ya3ni ? 5ala9 ? He turns his back to me bs 3shan he miss understood ? Yakl zg whatever.

I stayed the whole day inside so khalid came to check up on me and I explained everything to him.

6'7k 3alay w gal enna faisal byji ykallemni bnfsa b3den.

A week passed w lessa no word from faisal. I went back home and he was spending the night at Mama Muna's house with the guys .....

Ill leave it up to him I mean I tried to explain w he ignored me so whatever.

Blind Love chapter 16 :

Heyy guys !! Probably like 2 more chaps :') this chapter is dedicated to every single blogger who's helped me through this :") Faroo7 , Lama , Rayan , HANOUFTI , and my top readers Shoug And Fara7 :")

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Faisal p.o.v :-

My collage here had a 2 weeks vacation so I decided to go and visit the family ... And nouf at riya6'.

I finished my last mid term exam , went home , got my bags then I was off to riya6'.

The plane ride was fast I guess I just kept staring at the picture of me and nouf.

Ahmad came to pick me up and the whole car ride was silence.

Keefah.

I wanted to surprise everyone at gramma muna's house and even my mom and sister were there for the weekend.

Awwal mad5lt I saw Nouf ... Sitting at OUR stairs ... With Khalid.

Nouf's P.O.V :-

I was talking to khalid about arwa and how she might actually like him and I heard the door slam shut.

Lfeet and it was faisal !!!

I ran up to him and jumped into a hug. Finally ahh how much I missed those hugs !! Its been 6 months el7en !!

For that one minute its like everything around us disappeared .. It was just Me and Faisal at our own fantasy land... Well my fantasy land.

He grabbed me tighter and whispered I missed you.

I hugged him for I don't know how long and I turned around to see everyone staring at us.

Oops.

Probably one of the kids told someone w they told mama w she told 5ala w the words got around cause EVERYONE was outside right now staring at us.

Faisal laughed , put his arms on my back then passed me to say hi to the rest of the family.

He took a long time so me and khalid were still standing up and talking about arwa , My back to the door of the house.

Nouf:- khalood efhmni shwy !! Look at yourself dude ur hot haha any girl would die for you w arwa is one of them I saw the way she looks at you wallah !!

Khalids eyes widened as he gave me a warning look.

I turned around and saw it was faisal staring at me , smirking.

ugh 7ywan !!

Nouf:- shtbii 3ammi ?

Faisal:- ana jayyek mnn malaysia w surprise lkk w tgulele shtbe ? Okay ya nouf okay.

Nouf:- kl zg la t2nbli 6'ameri bs.

Faisal:- well khalid , lw ur concern happens to be arwa I guess I can help you win her heart ;)

He was happy ... Shfeeh 4a ?

Khalid was shy , his face was red and he was trying to look anywhere but at us.

Cutieeee haha.

But faisal ... Did faisal like me ? Is that why he was happy enna khalid was intrested in arwa not me ?? 

Lol. Stop dreaming nouf.

We hung out the whole day , Khalid , Faisal , and I :") just like the old times when we were kids ...

Buuttt ofcourse comes ahmad and sits with us and then its all awkward with his stupid comments.

Ugh.

Bind Love Chapter 15 :- 

HOLLAA MY BABIESSS !! Sorry I'm late :') so I tried making It longer guys bs it keeps telling me fail madre wshu when I try posting it !! Soo sorry :'( 

But for now

Enjoyy xx

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"Hi" that was all he said.

Seriously ?

You.are.fucking.seriouse right now ?

Laaaaa he's kidding

This probably isn't him his phone got stolen

Aw like his friend checked his phone and sent this

Aw he had a class w I came up into his mind and he messaged me bsr3a before the professor sees him

Right ... ?

"UGGHHHHHHHHH"

I screamed out in frustration 

Why was he ignoring me ?

All those Hi's and I miss you's didn't mean anything to him ?

Did he even care about me ?

Did he forget me ?

"well obviously not dumbass since he just talked to you."

Is my mind always this rude ... ?

I wrote a message then erased then wrote then erased 

I ended up sending another Hi

I was scared.

its like it was my first time ever talking to someone .. Awkward yet excited ...

*Note: Faisals P.O.V's are all stuff that he told his sister and she told me so yeah *

Faisal's P.O.V :-

My heart skipped another beat as the red light flickered on my phone.

She replied.

I opened the message and it was just another Hi.

This is stupid but that one word meant the whole world to me now.

I cleared up half of my feelings in those two hours.

I don't have feelings for her its just she's so much like me its hard to not have this crush on her.

She wasn't like other girls.

She wore sweat pants and soccer shirts or a baggy shirt , she NEVER put on any make up unless it was a special occasion , she wasn't afraid of being herself and didn't care what peope thought of her.

That's something I always liked about her how she's just always being herself without giving a crap of other peoples thoughts ....

" How are you ?? "

Was what I said.

She took a few minutes .... Hours .... No reply still.

After 2 hours she changed her profile pic to a pic of her and khalid she was holding the cam up and he came up from behind her.

She replied to me :

" I'm Great !! You ? "

Why are we being so cold .. ?

I was still staring at the picture ... Her and khalid , did she still like him ? Are they " Together " ? Is khalid her New me ?

Those questions haunted me the whole time as I was talking to her and it was ALL so cold and awkward we were so close to talking about the weather.

So I broke the ice :

"Noufaa I'm sorry I didn't talk to you for so long I was so busy and I had so many thoughts in my mind and I'm really sorry I missed you so much every single I miss you sent from you was read and I said it too bs not to you !! I'm sorry noufa.

Nouf:- AHAA !! Ya3ni you leave me worried for more than 2 months then you come around and say just a simple sorry w ill be back to oh hi faisal I missed you too ?!?!?

Oh. Well nouf is MADD.

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Nouf's P.O.V :-

That was it ? Just a simple I miss you and I was supposed to be head over heals for you ?

NOT.

What did he think I was to him ?? A simple toy ? Did I even mean anything to him ? 

An explanation would actually make things better . Didn't I at least deserve an explanation ??

Faisal :- I'm sorry wallah I am and I would explain every single thing but its better for you to not know , Do you trust me ?

Nouf:- Yes ?

Faisal:- then please don't ask about any of this ever again if you trust me you would let it go.

Did I trust him ?

yeah I did .... Or did I ?

I didn't reply to him , I just don't know what was wrong or what happened.

Nouf:- do you trust me ?

Faisal:- yeah ?

Nouf:- then you should be able to tell me what happened ....

Faisal:- I can't I'm sorry I would but I can't please can we just forget this ?

After all he's done I still get this little chill down my spine everytime he says we , Meaning me and him , It feels kanna he's saying " us " like we have SOMETHING going on.

Yeah ?

No ?

Okay :(

I let it go.

I know I'm stupid I'm a dumbass but I can't see him begging and apologizing that many times.

In less than 30 mins our conversation was back to normal again , just like we were before he went to malaysia.

Whenever I sent a message , I thought of khalid.

Khalid , my TRUE bestfriend , he stayed with me all this time , even though matklmna for years we talked back and got back to normal zy awwal .

Khalid , My Brother.

Was faisal even still my faisooly ?

I told faisal all about khalid , the crazy stuff we did , everything , then I added " he really is the most amazing bestfriend ever !! "

Bitch ? Yeah , I know.

Ktb w ms7 

Faisoly is Typing .....

Yms7

Faisoly is Typing ......

Haw. Shfeeh 4a ?

" Bs I'm the bestest adrii "

Awh okay now I feel bad ....

No I don't ...

Do I ?

Psh , la I don't he deserved it !!

Nouf :- wath8 mshkltk !!

Faisal:- o9 o9 bs ee awth8 w n9

Nouf:- whateverzzz.

Faisal:- eft7i skype I'm gonna call.

Usually I would have jumpd around and put on something good bs it was cold so I was wearing long sleeved hello kitty Pajama's.

I left my hair into my high bun and just went and opened my laptop.

He immediatly called and his camera opened first , ah how much I missed that face !!

He changed ... He looks .. Older ?

He lost some SERIOUS weight haw shfeeh 9ar m39gl !!

After my camera opened we talked ..

About every single thing in life kl shy from studies to my pj's to his studies and we even talked about the weather bs not in an awkward way we were actually arguing :').

I had JUST realized how much I missed him ...... 

Blind Love Chapter 14 :-

Heyy guys this will be SUPER short sorry its just a thing for you guys before I go to bed :')xx

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I was depressed.

I needed a hug.

From faisal.

Or from khalid

Wtf am I saying ?

Am I having feelings for khalid ?

No he's my brother.

Or is he ?

Ahhhh shut upp !!

So I messaged khalid bbm

Nouf:- KHALIDD HEYYY

Khalid:- Nouufaa Hiii

Nouf:- how is my 5aloody

Khalid:- finnee what about youu ?

Nouf:- I'm great.

Then we talked about rando stuff. Movied , Ice cream , shops , places countries kl shy !!

Me and khalid got super close at these times.

He truly was like a brother and as much as I hated to admit this I was more comfortable and more myself around khalid.

Maybe cause I didn't have a crush on him so I didn't have that need to be perfect ?

Idk. But I love him he's my new mood changer with a good morning and good night zg message :')

He got me a gift too by the end of the week. He came w 3a6aha lulwah w she came and gave it to me.

It was a necklace with a heart locket.

It has a pic of me when I was around 10 years old and same with him on the other side.

Now THAT is the cutest thing I ever saw.

He left me a note too !!

" To nouf alzg , you make me happy you've been my mood changer its funny cause we were best friends since we were little but drifted apart but now were all close again and I am happy for that because I really did miss my nawaf.

The best ,
Khalid.

Acyt ?

Seriously feeh anyone cuter then him ?

Bbm :

Nouf:- KHAALIIDDDD thank youu for the necklace wallah its adorable w you've been my mood changer too your soo ughh thank youu jad !!

Khalid:- haha shd3waa no need :)

Nouf:- eff wallah thank you bs Eeee 5aled did you talk to faisal mnn b3d ma safr malaysia ?

4؟
؟Khalid:- umm la makallamta.

Nouf:- Ohhh akkeh :') again thank youu for the necklace its going to be my everyday wear necklace cause it will always remind me of the best.

Khalid:- the best..

Nouf:- forever and always....

When we were kids we always finished each others sentences but the best forever and always has always been on our tongues its like this quote thing.

Faisal hasn't called me since he got to malaysia either he can't aw he chose to not call me.

I admit I stalk him :$

He tweets a lot , last seen on whatsapp would be a few minutes ago and he still wouldn't answer me.

I asked his younger sister about him w she said he's totally fine they skyped with him yesterday. Yay me.

A week had passed ... Two ... Three ...

W I still havnt heard a word from him.

You know what ? Whatever I'm not talking to him.

Me and khalid got even closer than close , we went out a couple of times , Me Him Lulwah and his older sister anoud.

Kan yjenii ygul open the door downstairs w when I do he would give me ice cream w yru7 :(

I am SO glad I got back to being close with my bestfriend / brother .

I have always wished for an older brother , you can tell them everything and they'll always be supportive well ehh at least I have faisal and khalid.

Or do I ?

Is faisal even still faisal ?

Why is he ignoring me ?

Ah damn it najla stop thinking about him.

But I miss him.

Shut aappppppppp.

Mind arguments , again is that normal ?

Over a month passed and I still didn't hear a single word from faisal what is wrong with him ?

Note : *guys faisals P.O.V. Is actually his sisters P.o.v he explained everything to her and she came and told me *

Faisal's P.O.V :-

Nothing was wrong with me I just didn't want to talk to nouf , well something may be wrong.

Ever since I went to malaysia I didn't tak to her , I wanted to but I didn't .

Maybe cause she was the only reason I was so close to ditching my studies and going back to saudi arabia.

I missed her so much , and missing her made me realize that maybe I have feelings for her.

Do I ?

But I know she doesn't see me as. anything more than a sister.

I kissed her cheek before leaving and I saw her blush.

I stood behind the place for more than 10 minutes trying to visualize what the hell happened.

Did I like her ?

See ? That's why I didn't need to talk to her I wanted to clear out my feelings first.

Will she be having the same feelings ?

Doesn't she have a crush on khalid ?

Should I talk to her now ?

the questions were on My mind every single day since the first day I went.

2 months passed and I havnt talked to her. I stalked her , yes.

And I always talked to khalid asking about her.

I messaged her. I'm sounding so gay now by saying my heart skipped a beat and I had this weird feeling in my stomach as she read the message ....

Blind Love Chapter 13 :-

Heyy guys wallah sorry 12 was the shortest thing ever ughh I have been super busy and I'm trying to post faster and stuff soo yeah sorry and enjoy :)xx

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As soon as I got home I had a hot shower then went straight to bed.

I grabbed my phone then tucked my self into the blanket.

Lama.

Dayum I miss her.

I found a bbm from Faisal.

Faisal:- Heyy noufti w9lna n9 el6reeg 6ab3an I'm driving SO slow 3shan yuma.

Nouf:- Faisoly tw9lun blslamah ahah tstahl !! 9a7 3ala 5alti wallah

Faisal :- o9 o9 bs. Bzr

Nouf:- o7 ana bzr ya faisal ? Anaa ? Nseenaa ??

Faisal:- nseena wshu ?

Nouf:- the guy who would run around and push us all in the pool 3shan " elmuya tdfa gbl la td5l ent " w the guy who always took our phones w bdlhm so I always went home with khalids phone w he won't home with mine ? Shuf men ytkallam 3an elbzaren ya glbi

Faisal:- bs enti elmafru6' matz3len yum wa7d ygullek bzr lannek bzr ana az3l 3shani rjal w shnb w tji tgulele bzr ?

A hot rjal.

Nouf:- whateverrrrr ya " Rjall " o9 bs 5alnii anam.

Faisal:- fine goodnight.

Noooooooooooooooooooooo.

Nouf:- good night paishal and I hope your not texting me while your driving ?

Faisal:- um goodnight

Nouf:- faisal ya zg put the phone downn

Faisal:- Finee yallah byeeee

Nouf:- buhbye

Is it normal for someone to change your mood and make you the happiest person alive just by talking to them ? Even though they had to leave today I was still happy cause I spent the WHOLE day with him.

Hopefully he comes back in the summer after he goes to malaysia.

Nossa nossa

Amz7.

Bye.

Hi.

Holla.

Bye.

Gnight.

Then I drfited off to sleep

I dreamt about when I was a kid. Life was perfect everything was perfect. Mom and dad were perfect I had a perfect life . It funny how everything can change in just a few years.

Would anyone have ever known life can be this hard when your grown up ?

And I'm not even fully grown up yet.

Can life get worse while you get older ?

Or will it get better ?

Will me and faisal have a future ?

Hah. Probably not.

Why would he want an average girl like you while Every single girl would be begging for his number ?

Stop the ta76eem wj3.

I don't love him.

He can date who he wants.

And marry who he wants.

And I will be happy for him.

Or will I ?

lulwah came and woke me up for school ughh joud and her friends again.

Is it normal I was thinking all of that stuff while sleeping ?

Ehh. Iv never been normal.

Lulwah:- um yes you haven't

Nouf:- shut up 5ala9 ill get up now

Lulwah:- its 6:30 w I'm getting out at 6:45 so finish fast cause I'm dropping you off then going.

Nouf:- ugh okay.

I went to the bathroom and got ready for school.

I got out at exactly 6:45 :")

I took my phone with me to school so I can talk to faisal during the break and whenever I'm free.

Speaking of the devil.

Incoming call > Faisooly<3

Faisal:- good morning zg

Nouf:- wj333 no a5lag ya3ni ?

Faisal:- I said good morning

Nouf:- yeah yeah good morning to you too ZG

Faisal:- ray7a elmdrsa el7en ?

Nouf:- yeah * sad tone *

Faisal:- I'm packing my stuff for collage enti 5eesi hena w ill go to malaysia

Nouf:- o9 a9lan school is awesome

Faisal:- 9aa7 yallah bye just wanted to say good morning.

Nouf:- byee.

Acyt ?? Seriously it is SO hard to not have feelings for him !!

But again would a brother call everyday to say good morning and good night ?

Am I more than a sister to him ?

Does he have feelings for me ?

Wla is this just another normal thing for him ?

Ugh guys should REALLY show their feelings more.

But then again girls should too.

Lulwah:- yes they should.

Nouf:- WOULD YOU STOP FREAKING ME OUT BY ANSWERING MY THOUGHTS ?!!!!

Lulwah:- ahaha you were talking loudly wsh asweelk

Nouf:- whatever.

We got to ( name ) zg school.

And I went down.

Awwal mad5lt I hated myself.

There goes joud.

Ugh.

I ignored her and went to class to drop off my bag.

as I was taking off my 3abaya joud came in.

For the first time in forever she smiled w I smiled back awkwardly.

Hmm.

The class filled up and I was sitting with a little group of people.

We talked and laughed since it was the first day of school we didn't have to study anything.

The bell rang and it was time to go home so I wore my 3abaya got my bag and went out . On my way out joud and a few of her friends were sitting my the door. She smiled at me again and I smiled back a little. What ?

Ymkn after the break everything got better ?

Oh shit I forgot to check my phone and talk to faisal.

Bbm :

Nouf:- faisoly

Faisal:- hmm

Nouf:- knt naym ya zg ?!!

Faisal:- hmm ymkn ee hah wsh tbeen ?

Nouf:- wj3 wla shy 5ala9 byeee

Faisal:- laa 5ala9 Hii

Nouf:- la ?

Faisal:- aywa how was ur day at school ?

Cutee.

Nouf:- eh 3adii nothing happened .. Did you pack everything ?

Faisal:- ee bkra r7lti bl leel

Whaaat ? :(

Nouf:- ahaa

Faisal:- yallah g2g bru7 aslm 3ala the rest of the family elyum 3shan bkra b6l3 m3 yuma w obouyy.

Nouf:- akkehh Byeee

Faisal:- bye

I was happy. But talking to him made me even happier. You know ? Even though we might not have a future together I am always more than happy to have him in my life even if its just a cousin.

I got home and went straight to bed but woke up to the sound of my phone ringing.

Nouf:- aloo ?

? :- ahlen nouf

Nouf:- Ummm ahleen meen ?

?:- keefik ?

Nouf:- 7amdellah bs meen m3ay ?

?:- Afaaa ma3arafteni ?

Nouf:- umm la ?

?:- ana 7abeb glbkk

Nouf:- ma3ndi 7abeb glb bye.

S?:- aha ya3ni you forgot me ?

Nouf:- a9lan menn ent 3shan at4krk ?

La jad who the hell is he ?

?:- I am your boyfriend * happy tone *

Nouf:- uhm sorry to break it to ya bs Noo ur not my boyfriend I don't have a boyfriend now good bye.

And I hung up.

Seriously shybii 4a ?

I closed my phone and went back to sleep.

I woke up at around 8 feeling super hungry.

if only faisal was here he would have taken me out for food.

So I called sal6oony.

Nouf:- Haiiiiiiiii sal6un

sara:- na3am shtbeen ?

Oh. Its you again.

Nouf:- umm mmkn aklm sal6un ?

Sara:- sul6an ga3d ysug byru7 ynzlni 3nd nas enti shtbeen ?

Nouf:- ahm 6ayyeb 76i speaker.

Sara:- ya allah wsh 4y elnshba

And she opened speaker.

Nouf:- SAL6UNYYYYYY Hiiiii

Sul6an:- Hiiii baby

Nouf:- sul6aaaannn

Sul6an:- haahhh ?

Nouf:- I wanna go out take me out please pretty pretty please.

Sara:- sul6aan ent glt bt6alle3ny ana !!

Ugh.

Sul6an:- 6ayeb enti el7een btru7een beet nas lamma t5l9en amrk w n6l3 nt3asha barra.

Sara:- fine.

Sul6an:- 6ayb yallah noufooh elbsi b6l3k nakl w nrj3 okay ?

I noticed a hint of humor in his voice shftu where your trying to trick a little baby w you lie ? Ee.

Nouf:- yay 6ayb yallah ill be waiting.

I Loved him okay ? Seriously he's the best uncle in the world eff.

He came and I went out to his car.

Sul6an:- halla2 blzeen kella halla2 bbnt o5ouyy halla2

Nouf:- I love you so much okay ? Thank you thank you thank you 9dg I'm hungry w lulwah won't cook anything w elsh3'ala msafra w mama 6al3a !!

Sul6an:- aha 6yb yallah ween tb3'en m63m ?

Nouf:- madre ummm abiii elevation !!!!!

Sul6an :- be5

Nouf:- yallah sal6uunnnn !!

Sul6an:- fine yallah.

We went to elevation w aklna . After we were done eating tmsheena around ta7lya with the car , we got an ice cream then he went to drop me off back home.

Sul6an:- tara sara 7aml.

Nouf:- OMGGG 9DGGG ?!!!!! BNT WLA WLD ?!!!! W OMGG YAYYYYYYY ENSHALLAH BNT !!!

Sul6an:- fg3teeli e4ni allah yhdeek !! W its a girl she checked ams :')

Nouf :- OMGGGGGG CONGRATSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have a new girl cousin oh yaaa * this weird dance *

Sul6an:- ahaa 5ala9 ehjdii.

Nouf :- fine :(

Sul6an:- bsmeeha Nouf.

Ohmygodd cuuteee.

Nouf:- laa 5eer ? You only have one nouf b7yatk b3d shtbii tsmeeha nouf ?

Sul6an:- bntiii enti shtbeen ?

Nouf:- o77 ya3ni ana mub bntk ?

Sul6an:- la

Nouf:- akkeh

Sul6an:- kbri w bnti ?

Nouf:- HEYY ana mub kbrk ent 3ajuz !!

Sul6an:- whatever e5ti bs

Nouf:- fine ajl 3ndk bs nouf w7da w hy e5tk 5eer tsmi bntk nouf ?

Sul6an:- 3shan t4krni feek ?

Awwh cute. Bs mbayyen na99ab.

Nouf:- o7 yan9bk

Sul6an:- mub na-

Nouf:- W9LNAA!! Yallah bye.

I gave him a kiss on the cheek and went down.

Awwal mad5lt elbet I saw the red light flickering on my phone.

I grabbed it and saw it was a message from joud.

" I smiled at you because its 9ada8a not because I like you or forgave you yet"

Oh. Well that's good to know:')

Bzr mkbra 7atta alsmile ?

I ignored her and didn't reply I went to mine and lama's chat.

I missed her.

I went up and saw the good times we had , I havnt talked to her in almost a month now :')

Note :- * me and lama are totally fine now tara she's like my bestffriend *

I went downstairs to spend some time with mom and I noticed she was too busy on her phone.

Nouf:- haw mama shfeek ?

Mom:- la mafi shy

Nouf:- maamaaa

Mom:- abouk bs ygul enna byg3d akthr zeyada.

Yeah to spend time with HER.

Nouf:- 6yb 3adi he has work !!

Mom:- ee bs enna 5ala9 he would settle down mub kl marra bmkan w e7na hena :(

Nouf:- 5ala9 ajl next time he comes don't let him go !! Now let's watch a movieeee

Mom:- yallah turn it on bru7 ajeeb popcorn.

Nouf:- okayy !!

We watched despicable me 1 it was the best movie ever no matter how many times I watch it I will always end up laughing.

My minions.

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Hey guys sorry I know I promised it'll e posted bl9b7 bs I slept w kan feeh 6'rouf and stuff ssooo yeah enjoy !! 

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They were leaving. That's it ke4a this was the break between the two mid terms so I won't be seeing Faisal until the end of summer break and that's IF he came.

I missed when they lived in riya6' I mean I saw him practically every 3 days !!

Faisal:- umm yallah Nouf m3 elslama 

We didn't hug cause the whole family was there and so was ahmad. Asshole.

We shaked hands bs he left something into my hand. Haw.

He smiled and walked away.

It was a note !! Cutieee !! 

" Noufff ana bgul enni nseet shy b5eemat alwlad w come meet me there bsr3a "

So I ran there it was far away shwy I had to cross the whole football field then go past el5eema 7aggat elrjal w b3dha there was the biggest one w it was for the guys.

I went in and waited for him.

And waited.

And waited.

Then he came !!

Faisal:- I have exactly 2 minutes before my mom screames out my name

Nouf:- oh

I was too busy staring at his eyes. They glowed in the dark. Ahhhhhh *melting*

Faisal:- Nouf esm3i

Nouf :- yeah ?

He held my cheecks in his hand and I just held my breath.

Faisal:- sorry for thinking that you would go out with a guy or something I should have been more trustworthy to my sister !! 

Awwwhhhhhhh. Adorable I love him!!

No I don't.

Do I ?

I don't.

Nouf:- awh faisal sjd3wa 3adi it looked like it so its okay wallah !! You didn't see sul6an in forever so you ofcourse forgot how he looked !! 

Faisal:- wellll see my mom is shouting soo goodbye noufii !!

He gave me a quick hug then walked away.

Ahh his hugs I melted into his arms

And the smell of his perfume...

Ahhhhhh....

Then he came back . 

Nouf:- faisal haw shfeek ?

Faisal:- I forgot something

Nouf:- wshuu what is it ?

Faisal:- This 

And.he.kissed.me.on.the.cheek

I stayed there. Eyes open . Jaw touching the floor. Cheeks soo red I can feel them burning.

He smiled his signature smile and walked away.

Are guys always this mysterious ? Or is it just faisal ?

Does he like me ? Or was that just a friendly/sisterly kiss ?

Did he see me as anything other than cousin or sister ? Or was I just stupid ?

There questions haunted me all the way until I went back to elbnat.

I gave them all a smile and went and sat by the chair next to the old fountain that hasn't been turned on since forever,

Next to it were flowers I grabbed one and 

Loves me

Loves me not

Loves me

Loves me not

Loves me

Loves me not

Loves me

Khalid :- Loves me not.

My heart jumped. Ah its 5aled 7ywa he scared the shit out of me !!

Nouf:- 5aledd !!!!!!! Wsh 4a ya 7ywan you scared me !!

Khalid:- ahahaha b3d wsh asweelk jalsa zy elnafsiyah loves me loves me not b3d.

Nouf:- you know nafsiyah as such an incoherent word its been over used and some people get offended by it I'm not saying I'm offended bs some people actually get hurt cause they might actually have mara6' nafsy or something.

Khalid:- Woahh okay wj3

Nouf:- ugh sorry this babbling thing needs to stop.

Khalid:- can I sit ?

Nouf:- duh sure !!

He grabbed a flower too. 

Loves me 

Loves me not

Loves me

Loves me not

Looves me

Nouf:- anndddd loves me not. I guess were both meant to be single.

Khalid:- ahaha yeah. Ahh I only wish she knew.

Nouf:- I don't.

Khalid:- am I even supposed to be letting you talk like this ?

Nouf:- wsh d5lk ? B3d o99 bs. W noooo I don't even want him to THINK I like him.

Khalid:- or love him.

Nouf:- I don't love him.

Khalid:- 9aa77.

Nouf:- I don't !!

Khalid:- yeah okay you don't bs as an advice say what you need to say cause maybe later it'll be too late. W by say what you need to say I don't mean go around and tell people you love them and actually go out and do " stuff " fhmti ?

oh. For the first time in forever khalid is serious. Yay.

Nouf:- fhmt :( and I made the puppy face

Khalid:- aw shut up don't do this face thing ugh I'm going to the guys bye.

Nouf:- Bye Bye 5aloodyyy

Khalid:- yeah whatever Nouf.

And he walked away.

I loved khalid so much okay ? He was like the sweetest and closest to me of my cousins after faisal !! He had a crush on Arwa well loves her but she sees him as a brother :"( 

You fall for one , they fall for another.

Just like a damino

I'm feeling sexy and freee like glitters raining on me its like a

Say what you need to say....

Should I tell faisal ?? 

Wla I shouldn't ?

I kept thinking and thinking until it was time to go back home. 

We were in the car going back home , me mama and lulwah.

Faisal called.

Incoming Call > Faisoolyy<3

Faisal:- Nouftiiii

Nouf:- paisholy

Faisal:- mskna el5a6 5ala9

Nouf:- YOURE TALKING TO ME WHILE DRIVING ?!

Faisal:- ahhh e4ni ya zg w la we stopped to buy some stuff first then go.

Nouf:- hehe sorry bs a7sbbb

Faisal:- aywa admit you miss me already.

Nouf:- HAH laa w5r bs engl3 elriya6' tawha nawwarat.

Psh and my heart has a missing hole.

Dayum I'm soo cheesy.

Faisal:- yeah whatever yallah bye aklmk lamma nw9l.

Nouf:- okkehh byeee take care.

Faisal:- suree bye.

Every time I talk to him or I see him or even hear a voice not her sent me I get this chill down my back and my stomach does a backflip 

I feel special that he talks to me all the time or that he calls to check in on me its cute.

Like this one time I got sick and it was " nazla m3awya " or whatever they called it so I stayed at the hospital and even though it wasn't like a super bad thing he drove off to riya6' the minute he heard and came and he stayed at the hospital with me to cheer me up the WHOLE time.

Uff is there a happy ending for us ? 

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Blind Love Chapter 11 :-

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Enjoy it babez

I'm da babe

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It was the last day before faisal and his family had to go back to khubar :( but but but whyyyy :(.

W what sucks enna he'll go out from there to malaysia bydrs jam3a !! Ugh a9lan 3adi like psh I don't love him

I mean I don't have a crush on him.

Yeah I don't.

Do I ?

Awh come on I do :').

We were all dressed up and ready to go out for lunch. Even my mom and Lulwah were with us.

 

After we finished lunch which was VERY awkward because I was sitting between faisal and ahmad , I was Sooo glad to get out I almost ran.

Me , Lulwah , Ahmad , and faisal's sister went with faisal.

My Mom , Their mom w Their Married sister went with the driver.

R7na estra7a. Over there we were meeting the rest of our cousins . Khalid and his sisters ? And some other cousins.

We hung out for a few hours then we all changed and jumped into the pool.

It was VERY weird !! The guys were Khalid Faisal M7md Turki w ahmad. The others didn't want to swim. The girls were A LOT khloud arwa Lulwah dalal me Sara Noura fahda lama anoud and joumana.

We swam and played around. Then decided to Play volleyball in the water. Me Faisal Khalid Anoud and arwa and dalal were on one team and the rest were on the other. I was a volley ball player back in Cali so we beat them easliy.

me and faisal got out and sat by the pool. I was listening to music and looking at them play around. Faisal was giving a weird expression at his phone.

I turned to him.

Nouf:- Hey faisal shfeek ?

Faisal:- she messaged me

Nouf:- she as an Rahaf ? Wla meen ?

Faisal :- yeah her shufi 

I took his phone and she sent him this : " Hey faisal I'm so so sorry for all of this I thought I loved you and I knew you loved me but I know I'm So not the right one for you !! I didn't mean to cheat on you tdri every single time I talk to him I get this guilty feeling in my chest for not telling you because before you even dated me we were friends so I'm Very sorry. "

Nouf:- AWHH Faisal !! 3adii 5ala9 maybe you aren't the right one for her.

I said that with a concerned expression. I was concerned about him tbh. Bs in some way I was happy. Maybe cause the right girl might be me ? Or maybe cause he and her were over ? 

Ugh I'm Mean wth am I thinking ? 7aram he's heartbroken !!

Faisal:- Noufy lw your babbling again ......

Oh.

Nouf:- hey kl zg !! 

What did he hear ? He obviously didn't hear the I'm his right girl thing.

Did he ?

No I'm sure he didn't ?

But then if he did then he'll stop talking to me then we won't be bestfriends and he won't know how much I love him and then he'll go off and get another girlfriend then he'll fall in love with her then he'll marry her then he'll get kids and he'll name one of them lulwah cause that was his favorite name then he'll get old and his kids will marry and I will be forever alone. 

WTF ?

Amz7 a9lan faisal's mineeeee :(

Ahaha I wish.

He was staring at me weirdly.

Nouf:- shtbii ?

Faisal:- la wla shy I was thinking bs

Nouf :- of ..... ?

 

Faisal:- How much you look like her 

Ohemge am I that pretty ? I wish.

Nouf:- um faisal feek shy ?

Faisal :- hmm ? Ha ? Laa bs um bru7 shwy w arj3

And he walked away. I pretended to not be watching but I saw him go and sit in the middle of the soccer field.

I let him stay alone for 30 mins then I went and sat next to him.

Nouf:- awh come on faisal shd3wa your never this sad yallah smillleeeee

And I pulled his face into a smile.

Faisal:- -chuckling - ahah nouf ya zg w5ri ydk

Nouf:- ahaha yay you smiled.

Faisal:- as gay as this sounds I don't know what I did wrong ? I gave her everything I Loved her so much w I think I was the most caring boyfriend ever. Why would she do this ?

AWHH omgg he is hurt :( ugh if only I can find that Rahaf girl.

Nouf:- faisall !! Yallah 3ad you know you didn't do anything wrong she even admitted herself your just not right for eachother !! 

Faisal:- I guess .....

Nouf:- nowww let's go play soccer m3 el3yaal ? 

Faisal:- a3u4u bellah mennek 9dg nawaf mub Nouf.

Nouf:- heyy kl zg soccer is fun !!

Faisal:- whatever...

Nouf:- race you to the Goal.

Faisal:- hey nouf la wait I need to tell you something.

Nouf:- umm ee what ?

Faisal:- who did you go out with that day ? R7tu coffe m3 b36' ?

WTF ? Really ? It even got to faisal. 

Nouf:- faisal mnjdk ?

Faisal:- look I know I can't say anything magdr ahawshk keefik bs ya3ni who was it ?

I teared up did he really think I was the type of people to do that ? Mnjda ?

Nouf:- faisal - I - that was sul6an , Sul6an my uncle , ee o5o obuyy I can't even , just go play ana bru7 3nd elbnat jwa.

Faisal:- Nouff shswi 6ayyeb I only got a picture w it was his back bs I could see you mnn gdaam w -

Nouf:- you know what ? Keefk whatever faisal.

Faisal:- Nouf !! At least jeet w kallamtk !! 

Oh. Well that got me back.

Nouf:- I'm not mad 

Faisal:- yeah cause I can totally see that

Nouf :- shut up

Faisal:- awh come on let's go play its my last day here then I'm off to malaysia b3d kam yum mnn elkhubar !! Admit you'll miss me 

Nouf:- no I won't miss you bs ill miss playing soccer with you

Faisal:- 9aa7 nshuf men elli y9eer blnhaya 

Nouf:- whatever back to our race !! Race you to the Goal.

Faisal:- yallah 123 GO!

We played soccer ofcourse our team winning. It was weird all of the guys running around tall and muscular then there is tiny me ke4a amshi w sha3ry in a high pony tail :") I wasn't that bad at soccer just not as good faisal .

Faisals Moms came w galt go shower and get ready they were leaving to the airport straight from the estra7a. He has 30 more mins.

I will not cry.

I will not miss him.

I will see him in the summer.

Ugh who am I kiddinggg ill miss him so muchh :( 

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Hey guys ! Sorry last chapter was so short !! Its cause I've been superrr busy soo yeah sorry !!

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Faisals Mom decided we got out for Lunch so we dressed up w 6l3na.

At Lunch Faisal was sitting on front of me w next to him was his mom then ahmad , and next to me was sara.

We chatted and talked but I ignored ahmad and faisal as much as I could. By the time we got more faisal was " fed up " with what I was doing so he came to me.

Faisal:- shfeek enti ? Okay tbi tglben nafsiyah eglbi bs lat76ena feni I've been thinking mnn ams if I did something to you y5leek tz3len bs I didn't so wsh feek ?

If I mentioned enna it hurt lamma galli ur not anyone important to tell me what to do we'll start fighting.

Nouf:- masweet shy ana ke4a glbt nafsiyah okay ?

Faisal:- lw ke4a okay. W 6l3

Ahaha yep faisal you know me soooo well.

B3da b shwy I went downstairs to watch TV w faisal was sitting next to me.

He started talking about where we'll go for the summer.

Nouf:- where are you guys planning to go ?

Faisal:- madre wallah ygulun London bs I hate it there 5ala9 every single summer nfs elmkan ?

Nouf:- ana ab3'a aru7 ethiopia. Keefi b3d.

Faisal:- 3shan trj3en darker than you already are ? Wallah jd trj3elna ethiopian m3 wjhk 4a.

O77.

Nouf:- HEYYY kl zg !!

Faisal:- la ya3ni I'm not saying your ugly cause enti jameela el9ara7a bs ya3nii cause the sun w ke4a !

I swear for that one minute everything stopped at the word Jameela he always said I was pretty bs never like " nouf your pretty " noo he would be like : " that girl is beautiful " w lw glt la I'm better ygul I mean your pretty bs ...................

Stomach Flip.Huge Smile. It was amazing :( ahaha.

We stayed and watched TV for a few hours then his friends called so he went out with them.

I decided to talk to My friend showq.
She was a year older than me w she completly Hated Joud and her 2 followers or whatever.

She was SO understanding of kl shy she had the best advice she seriously made me smile everytime we talked. She was like an older sister.

Faisal came back home at 1 w yum d5l shafni jalsa nfs mkani.

Faisal:- haw km sa3a enti jalsa nfs mkank ?

Nouf:- madre bs eff faisal 6fsh

Faisal:- ru7i argdi mabi my fiance tt3b

My what ? My WHATT ?!!!!! I knew he was joking bs 9dg I swear that made me soooo happy AHHHH.

Nouf:- aha Ee 97 o9 bs 5aleni akml flmii.

He came towards me really fast w pushed me with his forhead. Shftu elli ke4a our forheads were touching ? Yeah.

He was pretending to have an angry face at me w I was just there holding my breath.

I backed out.

I couldn't just let him be this close to me is was so madre :(

He ran w wgf gdami as I wanted to walk upstairs.literally gdami like we were touching. His chest and my chest This close ( II ).

Well to go sexy Nouf. I Pushed his chest by my Finger w 6l3t foog, he smiled a weird smile w ra7 jlst 3alkanb. I ran upstairs. Literally ran.

What's his problem ? Does he like me ? Does he have Any feelings towards me ? 6yb is he over his EX ? Wla was he just joking.

I cried.

I sat there and cried can't he be more obvious with his feelings !! Marra ynadeni his bestfriend then ygulli sister b3den yji ygul your not my mom or bestfriend or sister then elyum his fiance w gbl shwy ... Well you know wsh 9ar gbl shwy.

Ugh. Whatever 5alni anam bs , and I drifted off into a comfortable sleep.

I was walking through a long corridor. It was quiet but I heard some whispers from a long way. They were shreiking. My name.

"Nouf Nouufff"

Was all they said.

I walked faster. Their voices were every where I didn't know if they were coming from in front of me or behind me. I screamed. And ran. I ran and ran like there was no tomorrow.

" We can see you wherver you go Nouf"

Oh. Nice to know then.

I sat on one corner and cried. I cried.

I know stupid of me but what the hell was I supposed to do ? I ran until I got tired and no matter where I go I can hear them.

I got up and touched around the room. It had a door.

I opened it and the voices were louder than ever. But one voice topped them all it was loud and clear.

" Come nouf"

I know that voice. I do !

Nouf:- Reema ?

Reema:- Eee ya nouf ana reema.

Nouf:- waaii33 your everywhere ? Can't you like crumble and like go bury yourself alive ? Like can you just DIE ?

Reema:- but then your father would be very hurt.

Yes. Reema is Dad's bitch. SorryNotsorry

Nouf:- ksh 3ala halwjh !! Minute jdk enti m9dga enna he loves you ? He doesn't !! Your a toy that he will be bored of and throw in the trash after he's done. Haha ka4by 3ala nfsk while it lasts.

Reema:- o9 ! Eskty ! 8ellat adab your mom didn't raise you well did she ?

Nouf:- oh no she raised me well and um enti a5r w7da tjeben seerat mama 3ala lsank w hahahaha noooo 9adgeny your the one who isn't raised well !! I mean you go after a married man ? Mafi 7ya wla mafy 7ya ? Tfu 3ala halashkal elli zyk prostitute bs w laa elli yghr ennek tgulen abi floos :')

Reema :- enti mnjdk -

AND I woke up.

Seriously ?

La jd ?

Like are you freaking seriouse ?

No your not serious.

No.

No.

Ehh yallah at least I don't have to see the witch.

She's everywhere ? Like EVERYWHERE ? Even in my dreams ? Wsh tbi ?

Ahaha what the hell is wrong with me I'm talking to myself damn it.

Its funny cause its my dreams ... I let her in... Cause I was thinking about her .... Ugh forget this let me go back to sleep .

Before I slept I kept thinking " Reema Reema Reema Reema Reema Reema " hoping that If I think of her she'll come back in.

She is scary though. Hmm ymkn she's a witch w dad is her like sidekick ?

WTF am I saying ?

I opened my quran read a few pages and next thing I know I drifted off to sleep l7amdellah no more wicked witch dreams . I . Hope . He . And . She . Both . Move . Into . Hell . Or . Get killed by a grenade that's flying from hell straight to the place they're in .

Ohmygod I almost forgot !! Faisal and his family were going back to Jeddah tomorrow !!

But but but I want them.

Hmm whatever ill stay with them the whole day tomorrow and make fun out of there last day.

And I drifted off to sleep thinking about what we should do tomorrow ....

I woke up by the sound of fighting from the room next to us.

I got out and moved closer to the door .

It was faisal and ahmad.

Ohmygod.

Ahmad:- bs ya faisal hy tl3b 3leek ana bnfsy shayfha 6al3a m3 wa7d

Faisal:- ya ahmad I know nouf more than any of you do w she won't do that !!

Ahmad:- 5leek ke4a a3ma w shuf what'll happen when she breaks your heart she's cheating on you !!

Faisal:- is that what this is about ? - Chuckle - we . Are . Not . Dating . Leeh mu ra6'y tstw3b ? I Like Rahaf she cheated on me bs I still want her back nouf is my sister what the hell is your problem ?

Ahmad :- maybe that's what you think bs to her your more than a brother or bestfriend.

Faisal :- ahmad don't talk about this again okay ?

W I heard him coming closer to the door so I ran back to my bed . Fastt .

Hold your breath nouf and calm your breathing he didn't see you !!

He knocked on the door and walked in :- nouf ?

I didn't answer. Your supposed to be sleeping nouf !

Faisal:- Oooh um okay ...

W 6l3 !! He's the cutest awh :( a7ba

No I don't.

You don't love him nouf.

But this annoying voice is all like " follow your heart nouf you know you love him "

No I don't its a regular teenage crush.

" You loveee him "

O99 !!

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Heyy guys !! I hope its long enough :( sorry !! Its cause rj3t elyum to riya6' so yesterday I was packing w I went shopping and stuff !! Btw I don't know if this is normal bs I do have these talks with my self ... In my head bs a7yann it goes out w a9eer ard b9ut 3ali !! I'm ADHD soo ymkn that's cause of it but yeah thank youu !!!!!!!!!

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I was shocked. Really shocked. Like what ? what is he talking about ? Did he follow me ? Laa jdd ha4a w9l 7adda wj3.

Nouf:- umm what are you talking about ...

Ahmad:- enti t3rfen ana 3an shnu atkallam ya nouf la tsween nfsk 3'abeyya . T7ben faisal okay maglna shy ymkn hw b3d 9dg y7bk bs tru7een.w t6l3en m3 nas 3'areben ? 8ellat adab much ?

Nouf:- aha sooo going out with sal6unyy 3eeb ?

Ahmad:- w laa b3d t3trf ennha 6al3a m3 wa7d

Nouf:- um eeh leeh ma3trf about going out with my uncle ?

Ooohh. His Jabha babes.

Ahmad:- that did not look like 3ammek fahad ma3rfa ana ya3ni ? Kan 93'eer .

Nouf:- sul6aan ya a7mad sul6an !! Mnjdk ent ? 3ammi ha4a o5o obuy !! He's my fucking uncle !! Laaa ent jdd w9lt 7addek FUCK OFF I don't like you la ent t3deet mar7alat el I don't like you I hate you bye . Asshole.

And done. No more stupid ass ahmad drama.

Ta5alluf.

I stayed in Bed all day just sitting there watching tv then sleeping then watching tv then sleeping. 97eet at around 9 w it was boring as hell.

I went to talk to my cousin m7md. He and my favorite girl cousin were dating. But they both refuse to admit it to me even though its soo obvious like he would call her and ill be using her phone or her phone would be right at my face showing me a pic w he would call. Soo fhmt elw6'3.

Nouf:- Halla2 belli ma9rna nshufa halla2

M7md :- Halla b bnt 3amtii halla

Nouf:- keefik ?

M7md :- 7amdellah wallah wente ?

Nouf:- I'm great !! Esm33...

M7md:- smmii

Nouf:- I found your future wife.

M7md :- waLlah ? Meen ? 5allna nshuf 4ogk

Nouf:- Manal bnt 5alah asma

M7md :- manool ya zenha wallah

Why is he refusing to mention anything ? Ke4a abii atryg 3leehm about it bs I can't when they don't know enna I know ....

Nouf:- awh 5ala9 gblt feeha ?

M7md :- wallah tshufeni ana lessa shab 3ala hal5arabee6 b3eesh 7ayati el7een bs :$

M7md :- w b3deen ta3alii asmaa mwafga wla enti elli ke4a feek rajja ??

Nouf:- la la twafg ma3aleh.

M7md:- aha

Nouf:- yallah gotta go !!

Ahahahahahaha. This has always been fun to do :")

I sat there talking to every single person in the world bs it was so boring ugh. So I Messaged faisal.

Nouf:- Faaaiiiissaaallllll

After 30 mins -

Faisal:- Noouuuffff alzggg

Nouf:- HEYYYYYY

Faisal:- shtbeen ?

Nouf:- o7 6ayeb feeh salam keefik nouf ke4a !!

Faisal:- blbeet enti ?

Nouf:- eehh

Faisal:- e6l3eli 3nd elbab abgluk shy. Uhm okkeh.

I was Wearing Shorts and a Tanktop so 3'ayyart lbst long sleeved pajamas w nzltla.

Nouf:- hmm wsh feek ?

Faisal:- lemmi shan6tk your sleeping over at our house.

Nouf:- haw leesh ?

Faisal:- ke4a pack for 3 days w t3ali bsr3a I'm waiting in the car.

oh. Okay.

Nouf:- umm 6ayyeb.

I went and packed a few clothes 7a6eta bshn6a w ran downstairs. 6l3t barra and boom again faisal is smoking.

Nouf:- faisal

Faisal:- nouf

Nouf:- faisal tara ma amz7 stop smoking please !!

Faisal:- keefii

Nouf:- La mub bkeefk !! Ya3ni its not good for your health w laaaaa gdaaamii b3d ?!! Promise you'll stop 5ala9

Faisal:- nouf shut up okay ? Kefi ill do whatever the shit I want w your not my sister wla ommi wla even my wife to come and tell me stop smoking .

ouch .... In so many ways.

Well, that shut me up.

I stayed quiet the whole way to their house.

I went upstairs to Sara's room w glt abnam 3ndha.

I woke up the Next day not wanting to do anything. Ugh.

I went downstairs to eat some breakfast w I saw faisal watching TV on the couch. Sfhta w pretended that I didn't see him.

Then he called me.

Faisal:- Nouuffff

Nouf :- hmm ( in a very low voice )

Faisal:- noufff !

He got up and walked to me.

Faisal:- shfeek ?

Nouf:- hmm ? Wla shy

Faisal:- laa ? Wsh shayftne ? Akthr wa7d y3rfk b4yl dnya ana.

Apparently you don't.

Nouf :- 6yb ? W ya3ni ? Mafeni shy 5ala9.

I took my breakfast w 6l3t foog.

Asshole.

I sat there eating my breakfast thinking of everything.

Life.

Its funny how you can have EVERYTHING and the next minute it can all be taken away. Your health , mmkn tmr6'en. Cancer , Aids , ay shy. Your money ? Mmkn t5srena in zero point Five seconds. Your family ? That's the hardest . You can lose them all one by one.

I decided to be happy and thankful for what I am and what I have.

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Again hehe sorry its short !

Blind Love Chapter 8 :-

Hey guys ! I'm thinking of stopping all this cause um no one is reading only like 3 people w it sucks :( soo idk !! Bs Enjoy babe's 

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Previously :-

I put my phone aside and drowned into a Beautiful Dream ......... 

It was my Wedding Night. There were two doors I got out from one and the groom got out from the other one but I couldn't tell who he was. The rooms were upstairs so we got out from different sides Met at the middle then walked down the stairs together.

It was a moment of anticipation I was happy yet Nervous Scared Yet Excited. 

I got closer to my groom and it was Faisal !! He smiled at me. Opened my 3aroos white thingy. He then Kissed my head and put the cover down again.

We walked down step by step glancing at eachother every once in a while. For Once in my Life I felt Beautiful , Pretty , Even like I was worth it. 

We walked all the way to the Kousha he sat me down then sat Next to me and all of a sudden people started coming and congratulating us.

Then His Ex girlfriend came up. The pretty one that Cheated on him ? Yeah her.

She Came and sat on his lap. And what killed me was he looked at her adoringly like it was an everyday thing for her to sit THERE !! 

She kneeled down and kissed his Cheek. He carried her Bridal Style and went up the stairs to the room he originally came out from. I cried .

I Opened my eyes and actually felt some tears on my cheek :") whew just a dream thangodd !! 

It was still 4 in the Morning so I tried to go back to sleep but failingly Failed. So I grabbed my phone and started talking to Laurel.

Shftu that one person that can make you happy by being the normal idiot they are ? Yeah that's her. She really knows what to say to make me feel better. She was there for me when My Friend died I honestly have NO idea where I'd be without her.

Laurel:- NOUFYY BABYY

Nouf:- LoLo !! 

Laurel:- let's play truth or dare pwettyy pweesee

Nouf:- okkay !! Umm I chose truth 

Laurel:- if you had 3 wishes what would they be.

Nouf :- umm for Faisal to know how I feel and have a positive reaction to it !! And umm for dad to stop screwing around and acting like an actual father and umm to have unlimited wishes . Done

Laurel:- wow and to think u would wish for me

Nouf:- that's why I want unlimited wishes so we can do whatever we want after we reunite obviously

Laurel:- Whatever ahaha I Chose Dare 

Nouf:- I dare you to call julian RIGHT NOW and scream at him and tell him exactly how you feel and I'm going to be skyping so I can hear what you say.

Laurel:- ugh but but but

Nouf:- come onnnn its ur dare !!

Laurel:- fine.

So we played along truth or dare for a while then we decided to talk to people.

She kept adding people she knew to the convo and I would be like babe introduce us and she would say :

This fuck meet Zeenie That fuck meet this fuck 

Oh yeah she called me zeenie she said it was suitable for an arabic - american person even though I wasn't american :").

When Laurel had to go I sat there looking at my nails . I realized how Lonely I was .

I did miss lama so much. She was an amazing friend w 6geena myana from the first day of school kenna n7sh 3ala n9 almdrsa 3eeni 3eenk w we would always be laughing. I just don't get why she would just turn again me ke4a out of the blue !! I know she adored joud and her best friends bs I mean like I'm her " nouftii " .

I let that single tear fall then promised myself to NEVER let anything that anyone does get to me . I'm strong w I can do this .

Or am I ? 

I slept while these questions were haunting me. 

I woke up with some screaming outside my door. Mom and Lulwah. Hm its a Normal thursday now . We had a wedding tomorrow bs since dad wasn't here we weren't going to go to his family's side. 

Thinking of Dad family , Sal6ony called.

Incoming call > The Best <3

Nouf:- sal6oony

Ma radd 3alay.

Nouf:- umm sal6uunyyy did you butt dial me again ?

Then I heard the sound of the wicked zg. I try to be polite to her bs kl marra tnzlnii bl ar6' kanna I'm a peace of trash and isn't worth to be around her husband or kids.

Sara:- ya 8alelat el adb ya wa8e7a mat3arfen enna ha4a rgm wa7d mtzwj ?!

Nouf:- umm ee ?

Sara:- ya3nii t3rfeen ? W b3dd tdl3eena w tsameena sal6ony ?! Wsh hal wa8a7a w 3adam eltarbya !!

Okay now WTF !!

Sara:- ma3ndk shy tgulena 97 ? W laaaa msmyk My Babe b3d ? Ana awreekm ethneenkm

Nouf:- saarraaaa

Sara:- w t3rfen esmii ?!!

Nouf:- ana Nouf mnjdk entii fattashtii jawal sul6an ?

Sara:- eee zujii b3d maftsh jawwala ! W 5eeer enshallah msmeek My Babe ?! 5eer ? 

Nouf:- 3shaaaaann I'm his baby ? Tdreen 5ala9 o9 ana bru7 e7trmtk w galleti adbk 3alay maglt shy w 3araftii enni nouf w mat2sfti mnjdk enti 7a8uda l4y eldrja ? Amut w a3rf shsweetlk ana ? Uff 

And I hung up. 5ala9 that is it.

After 30 mins I got a call from sal6oony bs maradeet mali 5lgha its probably her again.

He messaged me bbm

Sul6an:- babyyy

Nouf:- shtbi ?

Sul6an:- o7 ana 3ammek 3eeeb ke4a

Nouf:- 97 97 wsh tbi 6ayyeb ?

Sul6an:- sharha 3alay elli jayy at2sflkk kshh 3ala halwjh !! 

Nouf:- hehe :$ amz7 6ayyeb a7bkk 

Sul6an:- yeah yeah gumii elbsii msaft el6reeg w aw9lk were going out.

So he came w we went shopping. I love him so much okay ? 9dg yjeeb elsa3ada.

Tmsheena w r7na njls b Coffee shop . I went to the Bathroom and as I walked out shft kmm bnt y3'azlun sal6un.

Okay mnjdhm ? I can tell he was pissed off .

So I went up to them and screamed.

Nouf:- mnjdkm entu ? Tmz7un 97 ? Shftunii jalsa jmba gbl shwy tru7un w t3'azluni ? Ya dnya elbnat 9aru y3'azlun a3otho bellah bs emsh sal6un 7amat kabdii bru7 elbeet.

Sul6an mouthed Thank you !! W we went out rkbna elsayara

Sul6an:- ba3aadd 9rtii t3rfeen thay6een ya glbii 

Nouf:- a3jbk ? Bs seriously wj3 ynrfzun

Sul6an:- t3'aareen 3alay 97 ?

Nouf:- waii3333 mabga ella ent w5r bs 

Sul6an:- hmph

He dropped me off bbeetna w I gave him a kiss on the cheek w nzlt.

Awwal ma w9lt elbeet I got a text from ahmad 

Ahmad:- who were you out with elyum ? Tl3been 3ala kmm wa7d 3'eer 4a w faisal ?

Oh.......

Blind Love Chapter 7 :-

Heyy guys !! Hope you all liked Chapter 6 and the READ ME !! Do you guys want the story to be only a Love Story wla about everything like it is now ? Ya3nii I mention Faisal w Ahmad w kl shy bs I also mention real Life problems w ke4a ? :') tell mee on www.ask.fm/ForeverNoufxx.

Enjoy My Amazing Readers !!
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By the time it was 8 Mama Muna came in with 5alah reem ( faisals Mom ) .
We were all behind counters w wara alknb w the Light were off. Awwal ma d5lt and turned on the Lights we all screamed SURPRISEE !!

Damma3at ofcourse. Ugh I love her okay ?

After we had some fun w wished her a happy birthday me and Faisal went back to sit on our steps. I was just looking at the sky w faisal was on his phone. It was silent but a very comfortable silence.

Faisal:- Nouf shufeeha that's her kl marra ashufha it kills me.

Nouf:- ashuuffff !!!

I grabbed the phone and I was shocked. She was a beauty queen. Brownish Blondish Wavy waist Lengh hair a skinny yet a little Curvy body. Sharp Nose brown eyes a little tanned perfect and High cheekbones and she had a perfectly shaped jaw.

I was staring at her for more than Ten Minutes she was just Beautiful no wonder faisal couldn't stop thinking about her.

Nouf:- Faisal she's sooo damn beautiful

Faisal-Chuckles:- Back Off Nawaf she mine.

Oh.ouch.

Nouf:- o77 ur mean.

Faisal:- I really do want to know why she did this to me I mean wallah I thought she loved me cause I know I do this sounds gay and sooo freaking cheesy bs when I look at her wallah she catches my Breath.

I should have been jealous 97 ? Bs I wasn't !! He was Happy with her or um used to be happy bs ya3nii I would be glad that he's happy even though he's not with me. It just hurt like again um OUCHH!

Nouf:- awhh Faisall !! come here !! She doesn't deserve you okay ? 5ala9 wallah she doesn't .

I Hugged him and his hugs were Always the Warmest if I was crying or something he would Hug me and Kiss my Forhead w he would do something to make me feel better.

Faisal:- uff thank you nouf

Awh.cutie.

Nouf:- 7abeebeee 5ala9 have fun let's go dance blml7g I think Khalid and the guys and a few of the girls have a family DJ t7t !!

Faisal:- Yallaah

So we danced and laughed and talked . It was an amazing day seriously I Love my Cousins.

I got home took a shower and Flopped on my Bed checkin BBM. It was Ahmad again ... Funny mashfta after he said Hi to me ...

Ahmad:- PING!!! - 9:10

Ahmad:- where are you ?? -9:15

Ahmad:- ahaa m3 7abeb alglbb ma3ndk wkt - 9:30

Okay now seriously WHAT THE HELL. Seriously ??

Nouf:- um no first off I wasn't on my phone and second I was blml7gg with EVERYONE.

Nouf:- w b3deen wtf is your problem ? How many times do I have to explain enna me and Faisal are friends !! He's my bestfriend my Brother !! There is NOTHIING going on Between us

Ahmad:- mashftkm t7t blml7g I was one of the first people there.

Nouf:- maybe 3shan we had something to talk about b3deen d5lna elml7g ?

Ahmad:- 97 .. And is that really nouf ? Like I don't see the hurt in your eyes when he Mentions his girlfriend ? Like I don't see the look you give him when he's not looking ? Or the way you completly adore him ? You think I don't see that ?

Nouf:- AHMAD ! Ahmad calm down awwal shy w thany shy I get hurt when he talks about her cause they broke up !! 3shana I'm sad cause he's heartbroken !! W yeah ofcourse I adore him !! He's been here for me through every Single Step of my life ? He's been my bestfriend since we were what ? 3 years old ? You know what I'm done with this bye a7mad don't add me again.

And I deleted him. 5ala9 I am done with his shit.

Ever since we were little I tried to impress Faisal. I was always thinking " am I pretty enough ? "

I have always had a dirty Mind. Like a dirty dirty mind. It wasn't my choice Tbh it was there like wsh aswii !! Faisal completly Hated that About me.

If I Laughed cause someone said something w ana fakkart 3'ala6 he would get mad.

I tried to Change that about myself but so utterly failed.

I guess if he were to ever likely he would have to accept the fact that I'm dirty minded shswii b3d.

Just as I pulled up the covers to sleep the red light on my phone flashed. Ft7ta w lgeeta BBM message men Hessah.

Hessah was super nice !! Only thing about her was that she was joud's bestfriend with one other girl named reema. The clique. Hessahs sister was Noura she was the most adorable Person in the whole world !! She can never hate anyone.

So I opened the message :-

You are such a bitch ! How can you be that rude ? Willamina told us all about what you did to her and bullied her when you were back there !! We know the real you now nouf I hate you so much I will never forgive or love you EVER. I always Hated you bs r7mtk cause you were New and noura said you were Nice bs now fuck you I wish you would die Loser.

I read the message with a tight jaw. I Will Not Shed a single Tear for her. Not one.

And I didn't .

She can think all she wants honestly they can all think what they want idgaf anymore !!

I put my phone aside and drowned into a Beautiful Dream .........

READ ME PLEASE :-

HEYY guys !! READ THIS it means a lot :-

Okay so I knew a friend. Who was bullied her entire life. Her mom and dad were divorced and her dad abused her mom and used to hit her endlessly My friend Had to Watch her mom cry out in pain and do nothing because she was a cute innocent child. It hurt her even though she was a kid it had a HUGE impact on her. I Met her in 4th grade summer program r7na henak summer vacation and she was in the summer program. She was sitting alone in a corner. Almost like she was screaming out for help but didn't know how. I went to her and sat next to her and she explained stuff to me. Everything. 

I cried. She was the Most amazing girl in the world she truly did make me feel happy. Me and her got eachothers emails and started emailing eachother as I came back to Saudi arabia we talked daily on Msn if I didn't talk to her yumii ykun nag9.

Then I was the happiest girl in the world because when I went to school back in California I saw her there. Sitting alone all over again. She was in my school !

We got so close that she started explaining stuff about her mom and her complicated life. Then something actually really made me wake up. Like a wake up call.

She talked to me about how she was bullied ever since 3rd grade. She was crying while explaining even though most of it stopped she still got called Fat and ugly everyday. She got Death threats on ask.fm and people would tell her to die. she stayed strong though.. Not for long.

In only a few weeks everything went too fast for me to notice she started cutting herself. She was always absent from school I visited her and gave her the Homework everyday after school.

One night her mom called .

She was crying. And her mom NEVER cried she became emotion less after the abuse she got. She stopped caring about anyone or anything . 

My Best Friend Had Died. She commited suicide . It was a simple cut through the vain with a knife . Why . That was the worst news I heard I cried endlessly for months I would go to school with tears and come back with even more tears as I remember everything we did together and how perfectly stable she made herself look.

I felt horrible.

Was I not there for herr ? Was I a bad friend ? Those questions haunt me everyday until now even though it has been 2 years since she died. I will NEVER forget her Nor her story.

Moral of all of this ? Stop bullying .

Some of you may think when you bully someone it won't hurt them or push them to the edge bs wallah it does ! Calling someone fat can cause them to be anorexic and have horrible diet thoughts. Calling someone ugly can be an insecurity they always had. 

Everyone has a story don't judge them before you know it .

 

Blind Love Chapter 6:-

Hollaaa back at mehh :") thanks for all the feedbacks and questions !! This will be long enshallah :)xx

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it was Back to school from Spring Break I Woke up a bit early w talked to some of my u.s.a friends.

Then suddenly one of the many ones that I didn't get along with messaged me

Willamina ( Willa ) :- Hi Nouf

Nouf:- Heyy willa !

Willa:- umm hey listen

Nouf:- yeah ?

Willa :- don't get mad !!

Nouf:- sure what is it ?

Willa:- I Hacked your kik account and got the kik of the girl that goes to school with you and I was randomly talking to her then I got mad and called her a bitch , sorry.

Okay wtf ? Who gave her the right to hack my account !! W laaaa she takes my Friends kik's w tsbhmm b3dddd... Oh shit who did she talk to ?

Nouf:- okay wtf willa why would you do that ? And who did you talk to ?

Willa:- This weird girl her name was joud ?

Let me tell you about joud. She was the Perfect person she was tall shwy w she had a perfect body she did some cheerleading at this gym Thing then she changed to Gymnastics. she was friendly once you know her but if you do ONE wrong thing to her your dead.

Nouf:- ughh why her ? And did she know you were my friend ?

Willa:- yep she was like hmm ill teach Nouf a Lesson later for telling you to call me a bitch

Nouf:- ugh I gotta go to school she's probably there seriously willa that was stupid !! Why would you even do that !! You really do love making my Life Hell right ?

I closed my phone and got ready for school. As soon as I got there I can tell joud Blabbed the story to everyone she probably explained it is : That nouf bitch gave her friend my kik and she told her to call me a bitch and her friend ofcourse obeyed her and now iv been called a bitch !!

Ugh Prepare for Hell Nouf Alxx.

I got into my class and everyone Went quiet I hugged some girls and sat down
By the End of the day I was Talking to Some New girl introducing her to everyone and stuff. Next thing I knew I looked up and the whole class was gathered around me.

Nouf:- umm what ?

Joud:- Nice one nouf tru7een w tgulen to your friend tji w tgulli bitch ?!! Wtf is your Problem you will regret this.

Did I mention it was my First Year Back from america so I was new at the school.

Nouf:- i swear I JUST found out maknt a3rf she Hacked my account w got your kik !!

Joud:- ahaa w ana elmafru6' a9dgk ? Whatever.

Joud sat across from me because out class was like the Letter ( U ) we had the Tablees Aranged that way.

I would be looking at something and a paper would hit my head. Knt aft7ha cause umm malgufa ? it read :

Loser stop staring at me looking at your ugly face makes me want to gag.

I held back my tears and threw the paper in the trash. It Got worst by the day though she would pass by me and push me or I would be behind the door where the Shelf was and she would push the door open so it can hit me. But I never cried in front of her. What killed me and made me super hurt and feel worthless was the fact that Everyone I knew and stood up for when they had Problems totally left my side w e4a 7aketlhm they would say sorry. W bs.

Shftu that feeling where you feel worthless ? No one loves you or even cares about you not even your dad ? You get this clutch of Pain everytime you see some people sitting together and laughing or seeing a girl with her daddy and know you will never have that ? You know the feelings where you have to Bite your toung and hold back your tears just so you don't cry ? You probably don't.

I would go to school worried about what would happen and come back with my eyes a little red from crying in the Bathroom. Bs I stayed strong in front of her Never showed her how I felt w pretended that her words never got to me.

One day faisal came home to take me out on a surprise Lunch after school. I changed from my school uniform and wore some leggings and a tanktop w got into his car.

I noticed he wasn't normal kan feeh shy.

Nouf:- heyy faisal shfeek ?

Faisal:- shfeeny ?

Nouf:- come onn ma3rfk ana ?

Faisal:- ella t3rfeni bs shfeeni ?

Nouf:- girlfriend Problems ?

Faisal:- ymkn Eee 5ala9 o99

Nouf:- faisalll what happened come onn you can trust me !!

Faisal:- She's cheating on me , with one of my friends.

I noticed the sadness in his voice. Awh faisoly was hurt.

Nouf:- awh come on faisal you deserve better than her !!

Faisal:- Eee I know I'm not Mad a9lan its fine enti keefk how's school ?

Nouf:- Ehh its fine 3adi school ya3nii

Faisal:- what's wrong with it ?

Nouf:- Some girls were bothering me bs 3adi ill deal with it.

Faisal:- you Better cause Nouf is not one to stand there kick some ass baby.

Nouf:- ahaha your awesome a7bk

Faisal:- yeah yeah.

Everytime I talk to him my stomach does that backflip thing :") its weird even if he called me Nouf It sounds different from him he has a tune to his voice his voice was perfection.

W9lna alm63m we went down and ate.

Faisal:- hey nouf btjeen yum bkra beet gramma ?

Nouf:- mama Muna ? Eee !! Its her Birthday tara

Faisal:- I know I realized. Bnsweelha party mama bt6alle3ha w by the time she comes back we will be all ready w ssurprise her

Nouf:- yay I love surprises !!

Faisal:- its for her not you-.-'

Nouf:- whatever its still a surprise !!

We finished eating w grabbed some Starbucks and Headed Home He dropped me off w gal bykallamenii bbm.

I was happy.

More than happy if you should know he just ... Makes me happy ?

When I got home I grabbed my phone w shft all the PINGS from ahmad. oh nseet ard 3leeh ams. Nseeet. Yeah nseet.

Nouf:- Heyy ahmad sorry I was busy !!

Ahmad:- heyy m3 menn knti elyum blma63am ?

Nouf:- oh you saw me ? Leeh majeet sallamt !! I was with Faisal

Okay was that like a slap to his face ?

Ahmad:- oh 9dg mashfta 3dl I only saw his back

Nouf:- haha la it was faisal kan jeet sallamt !!

Nouf:- yallah ma3aleeh ill see you tomorrow beet mama muna ?

Ahmad:- enshallah. Yallah I have to go byee.

Nouf:- yep !! Bbye !!

So I went w 6l3t a Knee Length White Dress that Had a Black Belt with gold Chains with some black heels. W 7a6eeta on my desk ready to go for tomorrow !!

The day went by boringly as I talked to people w watched TV its funny how Lama totally turned against me after the Thing with joud so whatever I guess true friendship isn't within her.

I stayed up all Night talking to Faisal w he poured up to me about his girlfriend. The complete and utter sadness and disappointment was totally obvious.

Eh I said goodnight to him and went to bed.

I woke up the Next day and went to Eat Breakfast downstairs with Lulwah and mama.

Me and Lulwah decided to go buy a gift to Mama Muna bs baba suggested we don't 3shan she would obviously return it w tgul el3eed melad 7aram :')<3

I hung out with Lulwah and watched TV with her. I Told her about joud and willamina and she replied with:- That Bitch !!

Nouf:- which Bitch there's two

Lulwah:- obviously Willa !! Bs to think of it so is joud just remember to kick her ass if she does any shit.

Nouf:- ahaha yess I will.

I went upstairs and curled my Hair with a curling Iron and Wore my Clothes and 3abaya and went downstairs !! It was already 6 so I waited for mama and Lulwah to get ready w 6l3ma 3ala 6ul.

As soon as I got there I saw Faisal sitting by " our " Steps we called it ours 3shan when we were little we carved : F and N into it .

I was walking towards him bs fj2a Ahmad appeared in front of me.

hmm wsh ybii.

Nouf:- Hii ahmad keefk ?

Ahmad:- Hmm great 3shan I saw you, enti kefik ?

Nouf:- Thank you and I'm Great el7amdellah!

Ahmad turned around and saw faisal standing there smiling at me .

Ahmad:- run to 7abeb alglb he's waiting obviously your wanting me to move 3shan you can go to him.

Nouf:- Ahmad ? I - there is -

Ahmad:- save it for someone who cares !

Okay WTH is he PMSing ?

He gave me a dirty look and walked away. Um okkeh.

I walked to Faisal:- Hollaaa broza

Faisal:- Hey wsh gal a7mad ?

Nouf:- wla shy he's being weird all of a sudden whatever. Let's go say Hi

Faisal:- ee I didn't go either I was waiting for you.

Hehe :$

Nouf:- cutie now yallaahhhh

We went and said Hi to everyone then walked back to our Steps

He was staring at me

Nouf-laughing- :- ahah whaat ?

Faisal:- I just noticed how pretty you are when you have your hair down you got prettier

Okay Stomach Backflip thingy again.

Nouf:- ahaa ya3nii knt sheena men gbl ? Mnn zeenk ent b3dd

Faisal:- you weren't ugly bs ana I never looked at you .. Btw-

Just as he was about to Finish Came My other cousin Khalid.

He was the cutest !! We used to be good friend bs safr ydrs barra so we drifted apart.

Khalid:- ma9ddgggg nawaf labsa fustaan ?

Nouf:- meen nawag ? *innocent look*

Khalid:- laa wa7d ke4a mat3rfeena

Nouf:- ashwa makallem 3yal

Khalid:- your talking to me

Nouf:- bs ur my bestie so it doesn't matter.

Khalid:- whatever anyways leeh labsa fustaan ? I'm Used to Guy version of nouf usually called nawaf.

Nouf:- 5aloooddd !!!! Shd3wa a9lan ana dalu3a w cute w kl shy a9lan ana daymm 8arora

You know where they said el7areem 8awarerunn menn zujaj or whatever ? Yeah.

Khalid:- yeah 8arura mnn 7adeed wa5rii bs

Nouf:- Ouch my Heart shut up I'm not that boy-ish 7aram 3leek youv just seen me in too many sports shorts and soccer shirts

Khalid:- ymkn now byeee faisal bye nawafooh

Nouf:- hmph bye khloud

Khalid:- I'm Khalid shut up.

Nouf:- whatever khloud bye.

Ahah he's funny he's like the annoying Brother no matter how much fun he makes of me I will always Love him. I havnt realized how Much I missed him honestly.

I was always one to Wear Soccer shorts and Tshirt ... Boys ones idk it was comfier ? And I never wore dresses I was more comfortable in Jeans and shorts too so all the guys called me nawaf I even hung out with the guys more than I ever did with any girls.

Guys were funner. No Drama no Girl Drama they don't make stuff hard they just go with the flow so that explains my relationship with uncle sul6an and not his twin Anoud and also with Faisal and khalid and not any of the girls.

I Loved them Endlessly.