Sunday, July 21, 2013

Blind Love Chapter 14 :-

Heyy guys this will be SUPER short sorry its just a thing for you guys before I go to bed :')xx

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I was depressed.

I needed a hug.

From faisal.

Or from khalid

Wtf am I saying ?

Am I having feelings for khalid ?

No he's my brother.

Or is he ?

Ahhhh shut upp !!

So I messaged khalid bbm

Nouf:- KHALIDD HEYYY

Khalid:- Nouufaa Hiii

Nouf:- how is my 5aloody

Khalid:- finnee what about youu ?

Nouf:- I'm great.

Then we talked about rando stuff. Movied , Ice cream , shops , places countries kl shy !!

Me and khalid got super close at these times.

He truly was like a brother and as much as I hated to admit this I was more comfortable and more myself around khalid.

Maybe cause I didn't have a crush on him so I didn't have that need to be perfect ?

Idk. But I love him he's my new mood changer with a good morning and good night zg message :')

He got me a gift too by the end of the week. He came w 3a6aha lulwah w she came and gave it to me.

It was a necklace with a heart locket.

It has a pic of me when I was around 10 years old and same with him on the other side.

Now THAT is the cutest thing I ever saw.

He left me a note too !!

" To nouf alzg , you make me happy you've been my mood changer its funny cause we were best friends since we were little but drifted apart but now were all close again and I am happy for that because I really did miss my nawaf.

The best ,
Khalid.

Acyt ?

Seriously feeh anyone cuter then him ?

Bbm :

Nouf:- KHAALIIDDDD thank youu for the necklace wallah its adorable w you've been my mood changer too your soo ughh thank youu jad !!

Khalid:- haha shd3waa no need :)

Nouf:- eff wallah thank you bs Eeee 5aled did you talk to faisal mnn b3d ma safr malaysia ?

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؟Khalid:- umm la makallamta.

Nouf:- Ohhh akkeh :') again thank youu for the necklace its going to be my everyday wear necklace cause it will always remind me of the best.

Khalid:- the best..

Nouf:- forever and always....

When we were kids we always finished each others sentences but the best forever and always has always been on our tongues its like this quote thing.

Faisal hasn't called me since he got to malaysia either he can't aw he chose to not call me.

I admit I stalk him :$

He tweets a lot , last seen on whatsapp would be a few minutes ago and he still wouldn't answer me.

I asked his younger sister about him w she said he's totally fine they skyped with him yesterday. Yay me.

A week had passed ... Two ... Three ...

W I still havnt heard a word from him.

You know what ? Whatever I'm not talking to him.

Me and khalid got even closer than close , we went out a couple of times , Me Him Lulwah and his older sister anoud.

Kan yjenii ygul open the door downstairs w when I do he would give me ice cream w yru7 :(

I am SO glad I got back to being close with my bestfriend / brother .

I have always wished for an older brother , you can tell them everything and they'll always be supportive well ehh at least I have faisal and khalid.

Or do I ?

Is faisal even still faisal ?

Why is he ignoring me ?

Ah damn it najla stop thinking about him.

But I miss him.

Shut aappppppppp.

Mind arguments , again is that normal ?

Over a month passed and I still didn't hear a single word from faisal what is wrong with him ?

Note : *guys faisals P.O.V. Is actually his sisters P.o.v he explained everything to her and she came and told me *

Faisal's P.O.V :-

Nothing was wrong with me I just didn't want to talk to nouf , well something may be wrong.

Ever since I went to malaysia I didn't tak to her , I wanted to but I didn't .

Maybe cause she was the only reason I was so close to ditching my studies and going back to saudi arabia.

I missed her so much , and missing her made me realize that maybe I have feelings for her.

Do I ?

But I know she doesn't see me as. anything more than a sister.

I kissed her cheek before leaving and I saw her blush.

I stood behind the place for more than 10 minutes trying to visualize what the hell happened.

Did I like her ?

See ? That's why I didn't need to talk to her I wanted to clear out my feelings first.

Will she be having the same feelings ?

Doesn't she have a crush on khalid ?

Should I talk to her now ?

the questions were on My mind every single day since the first day I went.

2 months passed and I havnt talked to her. I stalked her , yes.

And I always talked to khalid asking about her.

I messaged her. I'm sounding so gay now by saying my heart skipped a beat and I had this weird feeling in my stomach as she read the message ....

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